Just Like a Pill: Blaine’s ecstatic when after over two years of the cold shoulder from his mother she finally starts being his mom again. But when Blaine starts getting sick is there something more sinister at hand?
I hope it’s what you all dreamed it would be!
Whoa, this was intense! The fandom sees plenty of fic where Blaine’s father is abusive or cruel, but every now and then there’s something that changes the formula and it’s his mom that is the monster instead. I’m so glad to add this to one of a handful of abusive!mom blangst fics that have been totally awesome and tragic and heartwrenching!
Really dark Blangst
Takes place during the Big Brother episode: What if it Blaine was done with it always being about Cooper
Trigger Warnings: Cutting, Overdose, Blood, Depression, Suicide Attempt, Unclear Ending
Read at your own risk
Love your darkness! More like this, please with desperate sauce on top!
[Set in this universe]
Blaine didn’t even think when he saw it, he just snapped.
He’d been at glee club late, getting ready for nationals. They were working hard to be the best this year. So when he actually didn’t get home to his apartment with Aunt Shannon until 7, he was expecting to find his aunt in the living room, maybe watching TV with her boyfriend Cooter.
What Blaine was not expecting to find, though, was his aunt leaning into the kitchen counter, holding her eye while Cooter stood right there, literally screaming in her face.
When the two noticed Blaine, Shannon stood up, dropping her hand. “Blaine,” She said, sounding surprised, but Blaine’s attention was not on her words.
It was on her black eye.
Blaine did not think twice before rushing forward.
Alas, I feel like I am too puzzled so I had to ask; why all the sudden variations of violent-Blaine in your fic lately? It just seems to me like such a departure from your usual adorable, huggable, vulnerable Blaine, and I miss your old Blaine! Also, this is not a knock on this story, but I have to confess the fic did remind me why I hated that Bieste storyline in “Choke”. Bieste is awesome, why did they reduce a strong female character to that situation and then leave her open for imaginary scenarios like this where the woman needs to rely on tiny Blaine Anderson, of all people, to protect her? I wanted her to be an icon of toughness, not relying on a much smaller guy to defend her (though again, I’m NOT saying that you think she needs him to protect her because Blaine is a man and Bieste is a woman…. rather, I’m saying that this fic just reminds me of how sad it was that they decided to use Bieste for that storyline, because it is contiguous with the underlying setup for fan ideas in this vein.)
oh my god I finally just realized
since blaine will be alone at mckinley he’ll be really sad and will probably be walking in the hallway and get a voiceover and then later he’ll go into the auditorium and sing about his feelings because that’s just how blaine is
basically this will be blaine for season 4:
That’s what I want, yes! It’s the only thing that can make up for how crappy season 3 was (esp for Kurt)
the Blaine in pain stays mainly in the fandom
And that needs to change pronto. All the Blaine!pain needs to be on the show, in season 4, all of it!
Blaine threw the t.v remote as hard as he could at the wall and ran over to yank the plug out of its socket, the t.v shutting off in an instant and leaving him in darkness in his room.
He lay on his bed curled up into himself, his body beinging to shudder with heart wrenching sobs as the tears cascaded down his face. He scrunched his eyes closed trying to make the tears stop, trying to not think about it all.
I love it when Cooper protectively cuddles hurt!crying!Blaine
Summary: Blaine Anderson is utterly in love with Kurt Hummel. If only Kurt could see it too. AU nerd!Blaine and cheerio!kurt. Unrequited love.
Word Count: 4,000
Genre: AU, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Cursing, Homophobia, one slight reference to suicide
*Some various side pairings in passing*
Part One |Part Two
Ah, but I hope Kurt goes right back into that choir room and kicks the butts of everybody in that damn glee club. What business did they have, especially Rachel of all people, getting mad at Kurt because he was unaware of Blaine’s unrequited love? I bet you Rachel and Finn were no more sensitive or helpful when Kurt had a crush on Finn, and I’ll bet nobody showed any sympathy to Kurt then, but they have the gumption to blame Kurt on Blaine’s behalf? Kurt had better go back and smash Rachel right in her little hypocritical face, I think! Kurt always has zero support from anyone, but at least he knows how to kick their asses.
A bomb goes off in McKinley and Blaine is conveniently right near ground zero. Now it’s Kurt and Santana to the rescue, but can they get themselves out alive? (Based off this dream I had.)
Your dreams are like God’s gift to blangst. May we always profit from the angsty richness of your dreams, if they inspire you to stuff like this. I don’t know what I loved best about it, maybe like everything? But I’ll take a stab and say that Kurt
rushing in there with Santana, knowing that he has to suppress his panic in order to save his boyfriend, and then Blaine sobbing and telling Kurt that he loves him before going unconscious…. oh my heart. You are killer at this.
I must join in on the love that this amazing fic has been receiving:
If you are a fan of hedgerose’s blangst classic “Definition”, you will adore this story too. I was inspired to post this though after specifically reaching Chapter 12 above, which has one of the sweetest, most excruciatingly angsty, saddest and most vulnerable Blaine scenes you’ve ever seen in fic (a trip to the doctor for Blaine!). So many emotions, so many feels, and you will want to squeeze and hug and protect Blaine forever in this one. Just like the Hudmels do.
“I’M SO EXCITED GUYS! CLAIRE’S GONNA BLOW BLAINE UP!”
I love this fandom, oh my god…
Yes, I do too! So much blangst when dynamite is involved. Yay!